My eye hurts.
I think I’ll OD on blood pressure pills. Lower my blood pressure to death. They can break into the room with my clothes and find me dead. Would serve them right.
She threw a bottle at me and hit me in the eye. She doesn’t care.
No one does.
If my own mother can’t love me, how can anyone??
If I can’t be loved, I don’t want to live.
I’m done. I just don’t know how I’m going to do it yet.
No one cares. I’m a worthless piece of shit.
And she is accusing me of incest with my dad. This depresses me greatly. My dad doesn’t like me or trust me or want me around. He accuses me of making his marriage worse. Now my mom doesn’t trust me or want me around. My brother thinks I’m a bitch. I have no one. I have nothing. I am nothing.
I Should Just End It All.
